>Some of my friends invited me for a day out by the sea side today, anxiety got the better of me, also the fact that I am so lame.
The reasons I couldn’t go:
~ I can only cope with me around people for an hour, maybe sometimes two hours, but then I need to be alone
~I wouldn’t be able to have an afternoon nap
~I would have to talk to people, be smiley, jolly, show interest in things
~Food, they would want lunch, snacks, ice creams
~ I hate being away from Bob and Betty for more than a few hours, I get extremely anxious that something may happen to them or they will need me
~ I would look like a plank on a day out at the seaside with my cardigan on, but taking it off would not be an option due to my fucked up arms.
~I have no money, I have £1.75 to last me until Tuesday
~ I just can’t be arsed
For fucks sake I am 26 years old, how lame am I?